Nov 20, 2024: hello, I'm Val and this is blog :)
Nov 21, 2024: I got estrogen in the mail which was super exciting. It was super cold out today and I waited outside for my gf to come by my place to see each other for a little bit. We talked and took a nap together.
Nov 28, 2024: Today went really quickly. I haven't spoken since I got home from work at 6pm, there's no one to hear it anyway. Someone I considered my best friend stopped talking to me about 5 months ago now. It was the day I moved out of our place we lived in with an ex of mine. I really miss my friend. He's so silly and real and the only other person I've ever gotten that close to is my brother. I think about my friend almost every day. I hope he's doing ok.
Dec 19, 2024: The pre-winter winter blues got to me quite a bit last week. I have been dissociating a lot more recently, but the past day or so I've been getting better at being concious of when I'm dissociated and that's the first step to making any progress with that. I saw Interstellar re-released in theaters on the 15th with my ex that I mentioned before and it went really well :) We've been talking and hanging out more often recently and I'm hopeful that we're both putting in the necessary effort(s) to make it work this time. Also of course Interstellar was fucking amazing although the theater had the volume up a little too much and it was a bit overwhelming at some points. Once my ears adjusted (filling with blood surely /s) it was a preem movie experience.
Feb 14, 2025: It's been a minute. I have plans for new sections of the website. Not sure if it'll lead to something cool or just cool looking. Christmas was very cool. I got a set of nice noise cancelling headphones and I use them every day. I spent new years at my apartment with my ex and we've been getting closer. Society LatelyTM has been giving quite a bit of stress to me as a trans person. Shit's scary, but I'll just lock in and do everything and fix everything.